I registered for my new school today...I had to sign up for my classes and somehow I have to triple up on histories because I have to take naother world history course plus a government course...but I managed to haggle with my guidance counsellor (scariest fake smile ever) and now, in exchange for taking AP Lit, I get to take those two courses on the regular level. Apparently here, non-AP classes actually mean classes for idiots and thugs. So I should be all right. I'm also taking AP Psych, and an art class, where she assures me I can just fool around and make what I want. That shoudl be amazing, if it's true. What a miserable meeting though. I was pretty much in tears the whole time because she was throwing me all these requirements rules they had and kept vetoing classes I wanted to take and kept telling me if I wanted to go to college I had to take this class and I was just screaming inside. I don't want to take AP Lit...why does it need a class? ASL didn't need a class! Dammit I should've just taken it last year... What a FOOL I was. And now I have to do the summer assignments in a week and a half. Aaaaand the assignments suck.
Really I'm unhappy because none of my friends are calling me and when I call them they're not available, aka they're working or out with their friends and for some reason can't imagine that I'd like to come. I'm really lonely and I'm having withdrawal symptoms from my lack of human contact. Coming from having a boyfriend and a crew team to being alone with a family that doesn't hug is very strange.
And now I'm missing Jeremy more which sucks because I was over that and now because I'm alone all the time I start thinking about it more and I'm regretting that I missed out on a summer of fun. I'm sure I had my reasons, but after a while it's hard to remember them.